Thank you all, again. I woke up from noise at 3 am. No sleep after that. Thank g-d the worst of the s thinking has passed. Still keeps popping up, but I can let it go. Drugs help. Taking Xanax. At work and spaced out on it now. I actually have some things to do here today. Why or why won't they just lay me off??? I am going to try to take the stronger meds this weekend when I have no plans. I can then just crawl into a dopey hole and rot peacefully.

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