Yes,I relate fully.I have been that way since....well...geez a reeely long time.I am sooo sorry you are feeling this badly .I try to distract myself as much as possible...and sensor the incoming negativity.Tonight I will FORCE me to paint and watch a comedy in hopes of me smiling.But you are not alone darlin.I send warm safe hugs or just a hope of u feeling better....WO.olf