All I know is that all the times I think my counselor will be mad at me, he isn't! Often he is actually glad about something I've said or done - it's just the opposite of what I expect. I have the same experience, though, and feel frightened about it. My guess is that your T will be glad you stuck up for yourself. Sending caring thoughts your way, knowing that it is a stressful situation.

Take care,
ErinBear