... my international political ecomy study materials cause my nausea and other sickly feelings. When I try to read any of it, my brain just blocks it. I know no more than I knew at the beginning of the semmester. Had to postpone my exam... have yet to finish my case study (yes, that one makes me sick to my stomach too).

I try to meditate, to do autosugestion and all the jazz... but still I am moving forwards very very slowly.

I know... my problem is insignificant compared to problems of some posters here... but I hate feeling dumb and weak and lazy.