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oh hun you are not dumb or lazy. and/but your dilemma is challenging. why not try to study a little at a time. perhaps that will de-sensitize you re your task. it sounds like acute anxiety re your symptoms. are you feeling like you are going to fail? that could bring this pressure on. idk but perhaps this may help u. identifying why you feel this way may help you overcome this fear.
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