And that is the thing. I don't even want a love relationship because of my school and working on my future... so I have the riddiculous feeling... "how will I be able to write a paper on geopolitics when I will have to deal with my childhood traumas and wondering if my therapist likes me at the same time?", "should I dig into the "money for appartment" account?". I am not putting my future on hold, I am still trying to use some of the concepts for self-growth...

But I am unsure. And latelly I am questioning everything more and more... but I doubt a therapists would help me with my situation, or at least some of the aspects... on the other hand... what do I know?