It totally makes sense. Before I got married, I wanted to get out of my home country (Germany), no matter where to, and start over, "reset" my life. Well, I got married and did leave my country (now live in the US), but my problems followed me. I'm still a mess, I'm still lonely. I wish it was possible to reset your life. All in all my life is not that awful, it's just me, and I can't reset myself. I can't change anything that really would make a difference.