thanx alot junerain. i hope someday someone (a woman of course) better will come along my path. i think i deserve it. because i know i sowed good seeds in the past. when this rain is over, the sun will come up, and comes abundant harvest. it's true , it's natural, it has to happen. no doubt in my mind and i prayed about it. i hope where ever you are J.R. that you will be happy for the rest of your life if you just have faith. faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. hold on to it because that is all have in this crazy world. B strong. Peace.