I do see a therapist. She doesn't help. She tells me from the book things, things that don't relate in my life or my family, only with normal lives and normal families. I put together the whole therapy thing on my own and it's feeling like wasted effort.

I guess I am healthy, but I don't feel healthy. I feel tired all the time, going out to my friends always makes me feel like I just got the flu and am ready to throw up. My Dad scares me constantly with "if you don't take care of yourself you're going to die" and people around me question my health because of how tired I am and say "you might have a vitamin deficiency". These things have been going on for a long time, I just seem to have accepted it and instead of fixing these easy problems, I just wait for the real disease my Dad says is gonna kill me.