I used to write stories and poems. I used to make beautiful beaded jewelery. I used to design really awesome outfits. I used to do really cool things with make up. I used to be able to paint and draw nice things.

Now I am just a shell. I am in a full creative block and have been for the past couple of years. I can't even use arts to process the horrible year of 2009.

I hate that I feel like I'm not producing anything. I just sit and rot.

I don't even wear make up or do my hair. I hide in the house.

I wish I can have the artistic free spirited me back.

How do I get it back?