Ive talked to my parents countless times over the years. Im a cutter and there has been numerous occasions where I have cut in front of my mum and she just scoffed at me and went back to watching telly. my parents think Im jealous of my cousin and Im lying to get attention. Im scared of telling my friends because the last time I attempted suicide, they sent me to the hospital, but they never spoke to me again after that. I lost the whole bunch. I cant lose my friends again.. unless I lose myself. This has been me for such a long time.. i think ive reached the end of it..