I'm still here. Still haven't moved, hopefully tomorrow. I do have all the kids here now, so it's hectic and we're just piled on top of each other. It's okay. It feels good to have them all under my roof.

I did a lot of stuff today, Mom stuff. Got them registered for school and turned in their books at their old schools, stuff like that.

The thing is, I start school tomorrow too. When am I going to get to do my ME stuff? I just feel overwhelmed and exhausted and don't know how I can keep going like this. I mean, I spent the whole weekend doing nothing but knitting in bed. Didn't even get dressed. But then today I had to do things, and I did them, and now it's 7pm and I'm just totally spent.

I don't know. I'm tired. I'm sad. I miss T. I feel like I'm getting set to fail in a big, big way.