*Mary Alice*
I really don't know what to say. You have been such a source of comfort to me in the past, and although I don't actually KNOW you, I consider you a friend : ). Like I've said so many times before, it's insane how much I identify with you and all you're going through. It's not fair that anyone should have to go through it, ever. You have let me lean on you many times, and I don't want to feel helpless because I really do care and will do anything I can to help. Of course I know it truly is hard to let or accept that anyone CAN help, I am willing to try. I'm so sorry that the cutting and depression has taken on a life of it's own. Somedays I just feel like I want someone to just stick a giant bandage over me so maybe I will mend myself like the cuts sometimes so. Ehh. I am proud of the fact that you actually asked for help from your therapist/Pdoc, and I hope more than anything that it helps. Please don't jump ship, I don't think I can row all by myself. I'm not trying to guilt you here, for I know that's always the last reason I want people to try & get me to keep on hanging on. It pains me to hear you speak of this so much. If nothing else you always have your son, although I'm sure it gets to be overwhelming at times. You know he loves you so much, as does everyone here. Please keep on hanging on, and PLEASE pm me with anything you need to get out or talk about. I refuse to give up on you darling : )
*Kelly* ((((((HUG))))))