oh, googley, I meant the actual house-moving. I did move today, I just didn't move into my new apt the way I wanted to.

I know it will get better. I mean, I think it will. I'm just trying to get through now. I know this week will be hard. It can be as hard as it gets, as long as I get to the other side okay.

I called my T tonight, after I told the kids I was making a phone call and to leave me alone for a minute. I went in my room, turned on some music for background noise, and called T. I didn't even get done leaving a message before my son burst through the door. I mean, I don't really talk on the phone very much. I don't LIKE talking on the phone, at all. I just think I should be able to leave a voicemail without interruption. Maybe I'm wrong.