I feel like that every week! I try to plan the session and know exactly what I want to talk about. But if I don't have much to talk about, or feel like I don't want to talk I get so anxious and nervous.
I'm sorry Christmas is so hard for you, it is my least favorite time of the year also. Congratulations for calling your T...I know how hard it is to finally make the call. I called and left a message for mine for the first time today too. I must have stared at the phone for 20 minutes! Why is it so hard to call someone we want to talk to so much?? Glad you feel better