All I can say is I am trying at this point. I say that a lot , I know.
I have gone all through the night w/o cutting.
I am trying to deal with the hurts without hurting my body. I did so well for so long.
I am sorry I seem like such a confused person. I sometimes think I should just leave the forums because I am constantly moving from light to darkness in rapid speeds.
Please forgive me for all of my confusion and craziness.