Gee, I'm getting more and more negative towards this hand I've been dealt in life.
I'm not able to see the positives.
Mistakes I've made in the past are coming back to haunt me, and the present has its own headaches. When will this cloud lift?
Every day becomes a mission. And if I dare experience a few days of hypomania, I get cut right off at the knees, as if I'm going crazy - because I cannot be happy and positive for just a few days...?!?
So, we go through the headaches of therapy and continuous med changes - why? We know there is a never a permanent, positive solution. Everything is temporary.
Don't ever get comfortable in any aspect of your life - no doubt that bipolar beast will come back to bite you on the ***** and take you right out your comfort-zone; make you do things that are NOT you, take over your rational mind and being