I think what is bothering me most this morning is sort of what Melissa said in her thread.."I thought I was done." I've been in a really good place, things aren't perfect but I felt like I had met most of my issues head on. I knew I still had issues...we all have issues, will always have issues...life is issues. Just yesterday, idk my H made a little comment to a friend that my mind just stored. Then while TV surfing I pause at thqt show, get really nauseous and now m wondering...was my feeling really good about where I am just an illusion. I'm realizing that I've been doing really well not because I've addressed an issue but because I've managed to avoid what triggers it. Guess I have to decide is that ok me and consistent with the types of relationships I want or am able to have.