I'm kind of like Eileen - sometimes the strangest things make me fade away and lose myself and the room.

I'm actually really comfortable talking about transference (or whatever it is). Which is a relief, because it feels like it would be hard to hold on to.

I guess talking about sex feels kind of...ugh... I always warn T first: "I'm going to talk about sex now" lol.

Mainly, it's things from my past that I've never told anyone, and that are just so hard to say. I write a lot during therapy, because I want it OUT but I can't say the words.