writing a gratitude list of having been clean and sober. all those gifts will disappear if you resume using. ask yourself if you're willing to lose/give up those gifts. is it worth it?
glad u posted...you are reaching out for help so i know in your heart you want to stay sober. don't allow those demons to win. they offer us the world but really give us self destruction.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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