Meds do not remove triggers, neither the reaction... they just supress it and flatten it and it needs still to be addressed. One cannot go through life avoiding triggers. A good t should teach you know to react to unpleasant situations... and how to get confortable with yourself. Maybe you need to cut yourself off some friends and distance yourself from your family... I don't know the situation... you need to take time, analyze it and decide, on your own or maybe with outside help...

and as for school... life is full of things we don't want to do. One needs to find an aim and a sense in it, though. There is no universal answer to what the sense of life is. You need to find balance between doing what you want to do and the need to be approved by others... this is all intellectual and spiritual thing... but I think healing from wounded soul needs to be done on this level first.