I had already logged out this am when I saw this thread again... wanted to share...

the time BEFORE we find out news we are waiting for can be a valuable time. I mean, AFTER we hear any "news" it's too late to center on the before aspects, right? Taking time to think about where we are right now, before, and all the possible answers for the after.. and wondering what would change... follow me here please.... .... you know???

There will never be another time EXACTLY like "this" again. What do I want to do with this time BEFORE..??? What might change about me, and my attitudes, my hopes, goals... AFTER I receive the news for which I'm waiting? What about me BEFORE I hear... do I wish to cherish and fully experience..embrace... BEFORE I do this "change" ???

Regardless of the AFTER answer... good , bad, indifferent, or inconclusive... you will never have the "BEFORE" like it is right now!