I disappoint people when I don't do what they expect from me. They feel I can do it but I just don't want too. They see me as:

heartless
selfish
lazy
can't be count on
mean
crap

They get mad at me.

Maybe I am all these things. I just hate myself!!!

But, you are all kind, no doubt in my mind on this one. You are really trying hard to not hurt me. You are always careful with your words to me even if I don't deserve them. Always you are trying to help me out and support me. Always you are trying to lift up some of the sadness in my heart. Always you are trying to give me hope so I can keep on going. Always and always when you don't even know me. You are all good people!

Thank you!