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Feline, Just hang in there. You need to find a therapist, not a P-doc. You need more than just some meds, trust me. They do help, but talking to someone that can give you copeing mechanisms can really help. I have gone thru the same thing about the same time last year and found a good T and it has helped tremendously.
I will pray for you and send big hugs for you.

Just remember this! You are not alone. There are many others out there that feel the same way and have gone from being in a really really bad place to being happy. If I can do it you can too! You are not alone and we are always here for you.

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Chi, That's exactly what I needed to hear. I do feel alone and like I'm the ONLY one going through this. Right now, I am searching feverishly for a kind therapist that I can talk to and wont judge me for seeing a psychiatrist plus it's very important that they've seen this kind of thing(what I'm dealing with) with a person as well.I wish my husband would be more eagar to help me in my search but he is not that type unless I beg him and I dont want to be a burden on him. He has a negative outlook on all therapists anyway.Plus, since he's not going through this he doesn't fully understand so I'm basically doing this on my own as hard as it is for me in my debilitating condition. Please keep in touch with me cause I do feel alone. My name is Sherri by the way .