You know what? I disgust myself.
I don't even need to, don't really want to, totally shouldn't, but you know what? I think I might.
Why? Who knows, who cares, it doesn't matter and it never really has.
Blow off past success, people who care about you and all that ****. Doesn't matter, right?
You know what? This is a mistake too.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.
I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.
I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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