Anxiety presents itself in different ways to different people and your is no different the other basic feelings that people have with other anxieties. My is GAD- general anxiety, and each day is difficult for me to get up and get going mentally, I just want to hide in bed or in my house- takes alot for me to get up each day and go to work. Sometimes I am challenged by going to places where there are people like out to dinner, shopping, etc......mostly because of fear of panic attacks or my anxiety.

Picking up the phone and calling for help from a therapist is the best thing you can do for yourself. I fought that fight for years and finally did it last week after many pleads from my wife. A difficult step for you and where you are, but if you can just bring yourself to doing it- it will be alright in the end.

We are all here to support you!