I really don't even know why I'm posting? I'll more then likely never see this post again or even remember it's here. Just in my own world. I get split seconds of time of late. Most of the time I'm not around anymore. Sometimes I'm sad about it. But I can't deal or cope with life's stresses right now. Bad thing is I hear about how we are doing so well at work and how we are just so funny. I'm feeling very unwanted and not needed any longer. Just confussed. I get to see my T this week. Been a month since I've seen him and be another month till I get to see him again. Really on my own right now. I go back to the doctor next week to find out my biopsies results and what my treatment plan will be. Not to sure about what will happen after last week. Scared of everything right now and just feeling extremely alone. Reply if you want. Doesn't matter. It might be next year before I get back to even read the posts.
Monty