granite, no. My T will not respond to my emails. Like I posted, she says this is what leads to a bad situation for me. I tried to convince her it wasn't usually the case, but I have to admit I agree with her. We talked about how, if she doesn't answer what I want, in the way I want, I'm going to be disappointed. Plus, I'm always waiting for the response from her. It makes my whole week revolve around her. I know I post a lot about her here, but that's different. At least it's not involving HER directly.

She writes good emails; I'm going to miss them. I have 10 months worth in my drawer.

Brightheart, I don't know what I will be missing. Maybe...tangible proof that she's there and is thinking about me. In the session she asked if I was worried she'd forget me. I said no. I could try to hold my bear and think about how it was HER idea for us to get the bears after she read the article about them. How much she cares......