Thanks, Sannah....

I know there is still value for me in this group, to deal with some important issues....but I also know that there's lots of "unfinished business" that I need to work through - and I haven't gotten to a place where I feel comfortable and trusting enough with this group to be able to "go there". It's what my T has been waiting for from me...and...well...I don't know.

I do give a lot in these sessions to others...but when it comes to receiving, I'm at a bit of a loss. That's true IRL as well....

It just seems as though my issues are always at the other side of the continuum. Today, when I reacted to some of the things that were said, my T said this very thing....that my issue is on the other side of the continuum....and during another session, a topic came up where it's hard for people to argue a feeling....but in my life, a feeling that is expressed to me may be a form of manipulation that is not a typical scenario....

I guess I just feel too "different" for this group at the moment....