I am going through a really rough time in my life right now, even worse then usual so excause my negitivity, but I have three children and everyday I wish I would have never had any. I try so hard to not do to them what my mom did to me, and I want them to be normal. I dont think love them the way a parent should love there children. If i could go back I would have never had any. Its not fair to them, I want them to have the best life and I feel like Im just passing on the BPD curse to them. Just my opinion and my life everyone is different.