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I totally understand. Ugh what a crap hole to be in. However if you and Robert are and have been close just talk to him...Tell him hey I just don't want to lose you, however this is the way I am feeling...I know it may NOT be logical or right whatever, however your my best friend I care for you whatever your feelings are for him be HONEST....I mean he's some one you care for deeply use the truth....Do your best to just tell him the best what's going on, the madness in your brain can be stopped and I betcha that this can become a more reasonable situation for you to handle? Just try if you can? I may be completely off here but if your as close as you think you are he's going to be completely concerned about wanting to make sure that you all can be honest and not making you be hurt over this relationship that he's involved in