I wish I believed that most people that got treatment were better! I believe that mental illness is a part of me, not something that will ever be cured; it possibly can be managed.
I'm still not at the managed part. I ran out of meds and have gone several days without them and had couple breakdowns. I will have money to get them tomorrow. I kept thinking about my death. I'm doing better now, mostly cuz I got out of bed and took a shower!

Z