I think I'd like a hug from my T - it would make me feel connected and cared for. But I cannot bring myself to ask my T, because I'm too scared she'll say no.

I've had some pretty intense sessions recently and come close to crying. After one session she was really worried about me and wanted to write me a sick note for my bosses at work. At other times I've felt like a complete wreck, which she was maybe not able to pick up on.
I've come close to crying, but not yet. Not sure what will happen between T and me when that time comes.