It's one damn day, that's all i get. a day, a day to feel decent. who the hell came up with this? who thought, gee lets make life miserable, just for the fun of it? i really need to cut...i know this isn't si board so i won't go into it. anyway, i'm not great, i'm not decent, i'm not good. i'm fat, ugly, stupid, and a loser. i'm such a loser. i hate this. i want it to end. I want it all to stop, just leave me alone! why can't i be left alone, to rot in my own little hell? I mean, come on, people why is this happening. i really hate it. i do, i hate this. i am so sick of it. i want to give up, but that would be another stupid thing to do. well, maybe not stupid, it might be the smartest thing ever, because then i wouldn't have to deal with it anymore. well, that's my little rant. i'm done now. goodbye.

<font color=green>I smile because I have no idea what's going on.</font color=green>