Squiggle, even if your T doesn't bring it up, YOU can. You don't have to keep agonizing over it. I can't even tell you how meaningful it is to share something like that with your T, and how reassuring her answer, whatever it is, will be for you. Every time I've risked to tell my T something, the rewards are worth more than the embarrassment. Far more!!! Therapy is the one place you can take those risks and see that you are still alive afterwards!!