i dont think i have awful self-esteem, but when i look in the mirror sometimes i feel awful. my hair looks like someone took a dump on it and my face is breaking out badly. i damn sure dont want to go out like this. i dont think im ugly, but i feel really f***in' ugly right now. i mean, my profile picture is cute but right now i look like my ugly twin or something. damn, i feel like im whining too much. but honestly, if you guys saw how i looked right now you would probably say the same thing...