I'm starting to fall into depression again and I can feel it. Don't want to shower, don't care about things or people the way I used to, don't want to eat, starting to SI again....you know...they typical depression signs.
I just want to cry all night long. I don't want my husband to know how bad I am because I don't want him to worry. He tries to "fix" everything, but some things you just can't "fix" and it annoys me.
I can't let on because my 10 year old shouldn't have to deal with my depression so I put on a happy face all the time.
I see my dr. on Monday, but I feel like it is going to be forever until then.
I just don't know what to do until then.....