{{{{{{{{{Tomi - mom}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

It feels like I have passed the point of no return. I don't think I have the energy anymore to turn around - my T told me that I have endured so much, and in some incidents worse things.

Before there was usually at least one area of my life that was somewhat positive - now there is none. I see my failure everywhere and that is so unacceptable for me.

You are such a sweet person, even in the midst of your own thoughts and feelings during the holidays, you make time to worry about me.......thank you.

If I turn around and slip, it will be ten times worse. To keep getting up in the midst of failing is so hard to do. I question my strength and my will to continue.

I love you dearly. You have made me laugh on more than one occasion and your posts are wonderful and direct. Take care of YOU......for you deserve it as well.

xoxoxox