I was feeling ok for a little while and was glad of it then i woke one morning and all the awful feelings came back I could feel for a few day that my depression was comming but I tried to tell myself that it was ok I'd be fine it had been so long since I had good days then I started to feel tense and just bursting into tears now i feel awfull again. I cant seem to stop the tears I am sitting the bus going to work and the tears just come I have to tell myself to stop it its embarrasing as my eyes are swollen its obvious I am crying. Even walking along the road it happens. I just feel so sad,afraid and it pains me.