Sad Spouse, Welcome. Its a challenge of the heart when a spouse family member or self is sick . Its important to take care of yourself and know that things are different and hopefully with the right help/meds/support things will improve or change. Im sure there are times that its beyond difficult watching your husband who is usually a certain way behaving differently. A lot of very nice, supportive caring people here to at least lend an ear. Sometimes just being listened to gives us strength to continue.