Madisgram, I'm sorry that you are having to witness your friend self destruct. But it's true, we can only get clean when we really are desperate enough to do whatever it takes to get clean. I haven't personally lost any friends to addiction - but I'm sure it's a matter of time. I'm just grateful I got out of my last relapse and was able to get back into recovery. And this time I'm determined to do everything I can to stay sober because I know the next step is death - and I'm not ready to go there yet.

You and your friend will be in my prayers.

--splitimage