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That's pretty much what my mind is thinking.
If it is an intermission then that means there is more to come and I have been fighting very hard and I don't know if I wanna anymore.
If I am getting better then like you, I shouldn't be numb.
One thought that crossed my mind is that maybe I am getting better but the depression was so taxing that my emotions are taking a break before trying to keep working and moving forward. If that is the case I am ok with it.
Yes there remains work to be done. I am soooo totally aware of that and sometimes it scares me but I am not so scared that I am giving up. Yes it will suck from time to time but I also know it won't be that way forever (even if it feels like that at the time)
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If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it?
I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~
Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~
Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~
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