Hey, you two (Sky and Azalysa) really made me smile

Thank you for the words of encuoragment, I needed it.

Now, I can think about my T reaction from the other point of view. I noticed as well my habit to expect always negative reaction.
Huh...have already notes for the next appointment

That's why I thought I insulted her...it is my fear of being rejected or misunderstood...and, yes, she behave very normal, I can see it now.

The truth is that I can't speak freely about my feelings and problems even to my husbind or close friends. Probably it's my fault..I never knew how to overcome this strange look in their eyes when trying to explaing what I feel.

Writing my feelings down made me feel more free, more normal. After I gave it to T I felt so released...A bit empty but happier.

However, thank you all...Hope this topic will help to others with same problem.

((((((((All of you)))))))))