Thanks invisigirl and cherrios.

Sometimes I scare myself, wondering what I'm capable of when I'm like this. I'm normally the flexible one--that's how I ended up taking care of an 80 year old no one else wants to take care of, lol. I'm not used to my temper being out of control and exploding within a nano second of a trigger . . . going from 0 to 100 in a flash . . .

Feeling like I've been taken out of the driver's seat is a good way to put it . . . and the withdrawal . . . it just feels like mass chaos and confusion . . . ack ack ack! But I guess I should be like Bart Simpson and keep my big mouth shut . . . I can't imagine being with someone going off anti-psychotics . . . wow . . .