i spent most of this last few days crying , i ended up back at the docs , she reasured me that im not getting worse but as she is treating me and my hubby who is worse than me , it was nice to talk to someone that nows wat is going on , i explained to her that i want some answers but hubby to poorly to give me that at the moment, she couldnt talk about hubby but she did listen and i found that inportant at the moment because i havent talked to any one about any of wats been going on recently , eventually hubby will be better and i will be able to talk some more to him but at moment i need to be a bit stronger to help him through this he seeing a cpn the doc and a counceller, so hopefully this all will help.