Hi Mbee,
So glad to hear you got that appointment. It is so important to reach out and ask for help, although it is hard. I hope you find you can relate to this person. It's good to find someone you feel comfortable sharing your feelings with and who you feel respects you. Sometimes we don't understand the things we do or what we feel. But that is OK. That is where therapy comes in. We are here for you on pc. Sending supportive thoughts your way... You deserve to feel better.