Well, to put it simply, I'm really upset right now. I'm angry, disgusted, depressed, frustrated...you name it and I'm probably it! I was very anxious to get back online today, but really wish I hadn't now. I wish I could please people but I can't. I can only do what is right for me and if people don't like how I put things, they can go straight to...well you know.

I'm doing the best I can. I'm trying my best but my best doesn't seem good enough for anybody. I'm struggling to stay afloat. I may be overreacting but I don't care. People complain about me and it really hurts my feelings just because I don't do something good enough. The world complains about me...my step-mother complained to my dad about me. She said she didn't have enough time with him because I was always with him. Well, I love my dad...I have to be with people I love! I have needs just like anyone else.

Ok, I'm going all over the place. I can't keep my thoughts straight right now. Not like any part of me is "straight" at all, though.