I really just don't know anymore. I'm just ready to be done. done with everything. I feel so numb and empty all the time now nothing makes it go away anymore. I want to feel happy but it's like i just can't. I can put a fake smile on and put the damn mask on but i'm never truly happy. I don't know anymore. I told the T about the bing/purging and that felt good to get that off my chest but this stupid depression is whats killing me. I hate going to school having only one true friend and only having her in one period. I feel so alone. I can't sleep anymore i get like 3-6hrs of sleep a night and everything is slowly killing me. I'm ready to be done. I guess I just needed to vent.