The last several days as I have felt like I am waking from a fog it has occured to me to send for whatever medical records might be left from childhood, and the record from a Committment. I guess I will just have to write the letters and see what I get. I doubt I will look at unless T is there. Don't need to do more damage. Did they know child abuse back then? Did they know dissociation? I will let you all know.