Korana--
I agree with the others above. You have been through so much, and you are so brave and insightful.
The goals you list are real and possible. [And there's even a "normal" window of at least 10 years after high school (what is your equivalent? I'm in the US) for college/university, indpendent living, and relationships to be brought into place.]
You're very smart to want community. Maybe make it a goal to calll today one of the friends you haven't been seeing much but whom you miss. Reaching out makes such a difference; it's such a good thing.
Welcome!